It has been 3 years and 8 months. I can't believe it has taken me this long. Are those years wasted? I am not sure, despite all of my efforts and struggles, I realised that God alone that make things happen or not happening. Really can't do anything on my own.. 3 years and 8 months, I would've given up.. Where to from here? One thing ticked off from my to do list of life. At the end of the day life is really about ticking off checkboxes on your to do list.